Calculus

The TV keeps repeating itself:

a monotone bible spoken aloud from a screen

and a couple of cable chords.

Here,

the trees grow over the curved slopes of the mountains like a fire.

Like a calculus equation.

The stomach of an orange that was ripe then

is now rotten,

the rind still stuck between my teeth.

My love and I like to put our jaws

up to one another’s

so we can feel ourselves chew.

His name pressing my tongue

further into your mouth

until I could feel your gums

like a thick forest of roads:

unraveling.

The sun fills his bedroom

like water being poured into a glass.

His eyes always have this look of boredom,

always high,

as he touches me slowly

and then slower

and

then

slower.

I hate the way his stomach

digests loudly

and I can hear it

from across the room.